crispy
Well-Known Member
I don't understand it, but, I do envy it. My personality causes me to not really feel any non-connected emotional feeling. By that I mean that I can enjoy, shows, sporting events and everyday events but, never to that depth. My daughter laughs that I brought her up the same way... I believe she calls it.. Dead on the inside! She's lying though. I've seen her cry at the drop of a hat watching a movie or reading a book. I don't!
There have been so many times in my life when I wished that I could feel that way about things. I love American Adventure and as a Veteran I also have more then just a small connection to some of the scenes and emotions. I do feel something, but, it would never even be close to being called "tears to my eyes" emotion. The closest I ever came to it was when I viewed The Wall in Washington, DC. When I thought of all those names, 55000, that died and I still cannot figure out why. Even then I don't know if I feel bad because they died or guilty because I didn't. Either way, that's the closest I have ever come.
I love Disney. I have been going there regularly since 1983. I always feel comfortable and happy when I am there, but, sentimentality is just not me. I can sit (when I can find a bench) and flash back to the happiest time of my life and that was on my first trip with my young children. I can think of those days from long, long ago and it only makes me smile. So, enjoy the fact that you can express that, that you can get teary when something touches you that closely. It must be a very nice release. It must be!
Not to be sexist or anything, but girls tend to cry a lot easier and a lot more often. It sounds like you feel pretty deeply, but crying is just not the way you express it and that's okay. I was never much of a crier until after I had my girls, and then there were days I wish I could turn it off! Right after my oldest daughter was born, Sheraton had a commercial out with the song We Belong. I never cried at commercials, but that made me choke up every time I saw it which seemed to be 20 times a day...lol!