You’re definitely not the only one. I too grew up a diehard Disneyland and Disney fan in general. Not only did I go to Disneyland a lot as a child, but I was privileged enough to have an uncle that was head of security for the Walt Disney Studios, so I spent random days there in Burbank and got to attend a lot of exclusive Disney events that obviously were not open to the general public. We were at the El Capitan for almost every Disney movie released. I was a CM back in 2011. My life revolved around Disney for a good portion of my life.
Things started shifting for me in 2017, too. Excluding the things I disagreed with regarding the parks, my interests and priorities simply started changing because I was maturing and experiencing different things. I had left the country for the first time ever, something I’d wanted to do since I was a kid. I came back from Ireland and traveling, specifically international travel, almost became like a drug; I was already looking for the next hit. The next year in 2018, I went to England and the Dominican Republic. 2019 was the last year I had my annual pass, so it took just two years after Ireland for me to let it go and focus my attention and priorities on seeing as many places in the world as possible, both here and abroad, before that option is no longer available to me. I took myself to Italy for a month that same year, with a stop in Germany, and literally had the best time of my life as an adult. I’m going to Denmark in November and I’m looking forward to my trip.
You described it perfectly: it’s like growing apart from an old friend. And that’s okay. We’re still friends, it’s just things are different. Change is inevitable. Sometimes it’s in our control and sometimes it isn’t. That’s life. Disney’s decision-making has never been in my control and never will. So, getting all mad and upset and offended and bitter about things I have no control over regarding the parks is a complete waste of my time and energy. I’m done doing that. I finally came to this conclusion a few years ago. I have one life; I’m not trying to spend too much of my limited time here being mad that Disneyland is changing, something it’s been doing since it opened.
And who am I? Why should my own vision of how the parks should be run matter? I grew up seeing Splash Mountain during every Disneyland trip. It was iconic and a classic. And now, TBA will be familiar to future generations of Disneyland fans and will likely be iconic and classic to them. Such is life. I can’t do anything to change that, so I’ve moved on. I’ve got bigger, way more important things to be concerned about than anything related to theme parks. When I do go, I will enjoy the things I enjoy, have fun, leave, and return another time. I have no desire to go multiple times per year, every year. It’s best that way.
Welcome to the forums, by the way. I look forward to reading future commentary from you and engaging in more discussion.