My safety but also there is something in me that at my angriest still doesn't believe in hitting. I can't explain why I'm like that. Childhood training? My Asperger's runs deep with fairness and justice and right and wrong? Maybe because I don't like touching people? Related to not using single rider on Goofy's Sky School?In the situation where you have your safety in mind, don’t you feel that in that impulsive hurt/angered mood, that the first thing stopping you is your understanding that they would get you badly hurt? At that impulsive moment, the other person getting hurt isn’t your concern, it’s your own safety, the first thing that stops you from going physical. So I do think you’re able to understand it.
Wracking my brain to remember any physical fights in my life. I was the surprise baby so I was too small to fight effectively against my siblings. I turned to the authorities instead.