You are being very sweet to me. You know the camera can be flattering or not. I see me everyday in the mirror. It's not a pretty sight. Just reality. I'm just glad to be alive. As you should be, you are such a strong person dealing with the pain you have been through. I admire that in you. We all have good things, about us as we age. You look good to me. We can't judge what we looked like so many years ago. I'm just glad to get up each day, sometimes slowly with a lot of pain, and walk it off, as my son in law likes to say. That has been my motto, as of late, I joke every morning, when the old bones, creak......I'm going to walk this off. Funny enough, I do. A couple cups of coffee and a 16oz. bottle of water doesn't hurt either. Yes. We are a crazy family of water drinkers!