((hugs)) *gently* sweetie,
*sigh* i wouldnt' begin to know what to say, other than you've been in my prayers continually, and now you're up for a double dose
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Krystyna when the time comes (and i have no doubt that it will in one form or another) you will be such a fantastic mommy. You are one of the sweetest people i've ever met, and you have such a big heart. When the time is right you and Marc will bring the perfect little person into your home, and I have no doubt that they will be one very loved and precious child... You two are just too sweet to have anything else...
I know that doesn't help the here and now. But timing is everything, and right now you need to focus on you and getting you back to full health.(which i think you're doing a great job at, stupid hospital's don't help
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) Mommyhood and all the stress/joy that comes with can wait. I love you girly, take care of yourself (which i know you are doing, and if i haven't told you in awhile, you married a great man... - passing chores off to most men is a joke, but Marc stepped up - you married a good man Krystyna) Add it all up, and I'm sure there are some wonderful things on the horizon for you two. Getting past this mountain in your lives will only make the reward that much sweeter...
((hugs)) :kiss: