Pixiedustmaker
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For me, there is a loss of magic for sure in the process. I do tend to get excited to see the guests reaction to a really good effect. Like a doctor looking at naked patients all day, there is no erotic aspect to it, it's just a process. For one thing, you can spend years worrying if the effect will work and if the whole show will fail due to something not coming together. You sit there rethinking every way that the guest will see it and if it is "wow" enough. You may decide to cut something that in the end threatens your ability to pull off the show, you worry about that. I tend to deal in varying degrees of "creative risk", constantly looking to "buy" risk back with various design decisions made throughout the life of the project. In the end, if it does turn out great, you can feel the magic to a degree through the eyes of the guests, but to me, all I can see is everything that was not the way I had hoped it would or could be, and exist eternally dissatisfied. The positive guest reaction is the only salve for this, as despite the flaws, they love the project.
Interesting.
This description is somewhat similar to the writing process as somewhere along the way you have to "kill your darlings" and focus on what the reader sees versus just pleasing yourself.
A lot of professional writers will recommend that you cut out 10% from a finished novel as writers tend to be verbose, and the reader often wants to cut to the chase. You have to "kill your darlings" by removing characters, plot elements, which don't necessarily help the story along, and are there for your personal gratification. You do this by putting yourself in the shoes of the reader, and the final product is unsatisfying as you took out all of the stuff that you wish you could have put in.
Many times, you start off a new novel/short story with a very new concept, and a lot of odd characters, but at some point you have the urge to "buy back some of the risk" by making things more recognizable, more formulaic, more likely to succeed. If its too un-related to everyday life, the reader won't get it, and if it is too like everyday life, why read the book?
One trick authors use to try to make sure they aren't too close to their project is to put the early draft away in a drawer, and come back to it later in a couple months to see if it still sounds good.
I kind of get the idea that Imagineers do this as well, shelving ride concepts, and bringing them back to life years later, as sometimes it helps looking at a project with "fresh eyes", or perhaps when technology has caught up with certain concepts.
In terms of enjoying a finished product, as an author I can't sit down and read one of my novels for 100% pure enjoyment, all I see are the decisions I made to get to that point, the compromises, things like that . . . though characters are different. Sometimes when writing a sequel (or even a prequel) I have to re-read stuff to get back into the character's head.
Maybe Imagineers re-ride classics dozens of times to get a feel of them before moving on to a similar project. I think I heard that Tony Baxter knows every ride in Disneyland like the back of his hand.