If Disney taxes you so... please do care for your health and safety and give it a rest. People as political and involved as you that have no ability to influence the company really are doing themselves a disservice by getting wound up over a media conglomerate that is enjoyed by hundreds of millions of people all over the world. Is it cathartic for you to vent about Chappie and Iger in the same way Lutz used to vent about Pressler and Eisner? Because the people that were doing that didn't come out of the whole ordeal in good mental health. I'm not nearly as involved as I used to be, but friends and other "superfans" (which is what you are in your current capacity) like the Moseley's, Hill, Yee, Lutz (even before his other problems got the best of him), they all took a turn for the worse health wise due to how taxing everything got back in the early 2000's with DLR's constant problems back then. They got so caught up in everything that it really did require them to take a step back.
You're well on your way to needing this too, I'd imagine. You've already blown well past them in your opinion of your own clout in the company, when what you're truly doing is posting on a message board that's being read by a few hundred hardcore WDW fans. Your information is probably more widely disseminated though other more public channels and not credited to you- alluding to why you're always quick to trumpet when 1 or 2 of the 10 things you put out comes true when some other blogger tells a few hundred other people your "scoop". Of course, the innuendo and company bashing doesn't really filter through or affect anything- it's largely ignored because people want to know about the next attraction or next resort opening- they're mostly not there to hear you act like chairman of TWDC's board. Those rantings don't help the situation in the slightest. It just creates a few dozen jaded worshipers that constantly beg for your enlightenment in the same way comic book fans or video game fans throw tantrums over features that don't make the final cut after some developer shows an unfinished chapter or an unfinished level.
I'm a fan, I'm also working in industry, I'm privy to plenty of information that I can't or don't want to share just like plenty of others here and on countless other fan forums. I know that some people respect your opinion and they rely on your scoops for whatever reasons. I've been lurking on WDWMagic for over a decade and was a content contributor in the early days of this site (hope I'm not outing myself)! Throughout the years, I've always liked the 10% of your information that had any relevance, which is to say I am appreciative when you spill beans that others don't want or don't care to spill. Heck, I even felt the itch to "come back" to WDWMagic posting in order to combat your ridiculous opinions and to provide a bit of fair criticism towards your allegations. Anyway, if you're really having to struggle to show up and post, by all means take a break and re-evaluate your priorities. I know there will be a vocal minority crying out for you to shower them with more tabloid material- but resist the urge if it taxes you so.