Sorry and i am just now getting back to you and thanks for the words of encouragement. I think w/e happens will be for the best really. Obviously, it just wasnt meant to be for the time. I am putting into God's hand and I know something great will happen, if its him again or another guy in the future, who knows!! I am just really wanting to work on myself right now and have some fun! yea it sucks, but I have a great life, family and friends so I know I'll make it. And no, I didnt go to opening day, but I am going to the game tonight!!!!!!! Yay!! and its actually really nice weather for a change~