Sans Souci
Well-Known Member
Hello-
I am in with 55 minutes of kickboxing. I am a sweaty mess. I need to put dinner on and shower. I was thinking of how good I felt today. That I have more energy and my carb carvings are under control. I have so much more energy that I put into my workouts. It is so good to wake up and feel like I have energy to tackle the day and not dread it. It's because I feel like the anti depressant is starting to work. My biggest regret is not seeking help sooner. I have gone decades white-knuckling it, trying to talk my way out of it, trying to treat it myself. But I genuinely feel good. It feels good not to have to fake feeling good, which is exhausting itself. <3
I am in with 55 minutes of kickboxing. I am a sweaty mess. I need to put dinner on and shower. I was thinking of how good I felt today. That I have more energy and my carb carvings are under control. I have so much more energy that I put into my workouts. It is so good to wake up and feel like I have energy to tackle the day and not dread it. It's because I feel like the anti depressant is starting to work. My biggest regret is not seeking help sooner. I have gone decades white-knuckling it, trying to talk my way out of it, trying to treat it myself. But I genuinely feel good. It feels good not to have to fake feeling good, which is exhausting itself. <3