I have almost become restless about my trip coming up next month. I have tried to watch the planning dvds, read these forums, read the Ultimate Guide, and the Disney Magazine, but nothing is helping. So I was thinking about how my morning usually goes right before I leave for the trip. I pack, shower, say goodbye to my pets, and my parents. Get to the airport and pop a few xanex, have a shot and get on the plane. I try to sleep on the plane but I usually do word search puzzles or read. Once that plane lands in MCO I get this amazing feeling. Then I have to go on the monorail for luggage pickup and that feeling hits harder. After that I go into a daze for the rest of the day. By morning it hits me that I am really "home." I get my coffee and a few breakfast plates for the misses that will still be sleeping in the room. We always go to DTD on the first night and pin trade or shop, that is still our routine for this trip. We just recently remade our itenary and I have tried to read it and picture what happens in my head but it does not help. I think I need help.