This is a little off topic;
What we are talking about is that special "Disney Magic" feeling that you only get there.
I worked with an ex Disney cast member at my part time job here in Texas. I drove her nuts asking her Disney and Disney related questions.
One thing I did ask her was did she still get that "Disney Magic" feeling when she returns as a guest after working there for years. She said YES.
I know there are a lot of current cast members that read these boards. Is she just a FREAK or do you guys still get "IT"
I wondered about this before I applied for the CP. While I was there, I think I kind of lost it a little bit; not to the point of disliking it of course, but I lost the spark. I think that happens when I visit too often; and the whole time I had been trying to keep park visits to a minimum! I think I missed the grandness and anticipation because Disney became an everyday thing. I love parking the car and taking the tram to the monorail station! The excitement just builds.
And I guess since I got used to working there, I was never completely relaxed; it's like I could never get out of CM mode! Haha. I always felt like I had some expectations to live up to or someone was watching me. But my personality is a paranoid one; I stress and worry over almost anything. Anyway, to answer your question, for me it kinda faded for a while, but I never got the desire out of my system. I really want to return, especially since I had time to explore the whole place and have memories. And I think the spark returns when you return as a guest. I guess I just needed a little time away from Disney. If I ever return, I think I would want to work backstage or at a resort, or maybe have morning shifts! It would be hard to resist working on Main Street early in the morning, though!
I know some people feel they are creating the magic too. I felt like that too at times, but most of the time I felt like it was just a job. I think maybe other roles may be more conducive to magical moments with guests. I would really like to become "friends" with a Disney character, just for a day. I think that used to be part of Traditions
. I always tried to make every guest's experience, magical, though. My dad always admired how hard it must be to work at Disney because CMs are always courteous and smiling, and have to stay on top of their game since some people save a lifetime to take that one vacation. I tried to emulate that and not mess up the vacation, but I just usually didn't feel that pixie dust, especially since I met a lot of cynical people and unmagical guests.
I guess that was a healthy dose of cynicism for me, though. That was a great question! I'm still pondering it as I have been ever since I got back. I'm trying to put things in perspective and analyze my whole experience with Disney because people would ask me why I loved Disney when I was younger. I always wondered why myself, so right now I'm trying to answer that question! Do I want to dedicate my life to this company? How do I really feel about it and why? I'm trying to take the realities of the workplace into account and relate to Disney on a level that goes deeper than the pure bliss I experienced as a guest.