Just a drop in to wish all my MAGICal friends here a Very Happy AND HEALTHY 2015!!!
Things have started to calm down a bit in my world -- you don't want to spend Christmas in the ICU, you just don't (kids, don't smoke ... unless you have a death wish and/or you love to be in agony and/or don't care about your loved ones, just don't ... and the occasional cigar isn't OK, nor is chewing tobacco ... just don't!!!) -- so I'm going to go ahead with a new thread (hell, I even got some news this week that may make it in!) sometime soon.
Thanks again to all who have sent kind notes.
So happy to see you post again, friend.
I watched my grandfather take three days to die. Struggling with every breath, in pain the entire time, so whacked out on pain meds he thought he was falling (laying in hospital bed, hooked up to a million machines, not falling anytime soon) and screaming out for my gram...three days. Three days. Three nights. Pain and agony the entire time.
If that's not enough to turn anyone off of smoking, maybe watching his fifteen year decline of health would. Chronic emphysema, bronchitis, barely able to breathe at rest let alone while walking, oxygen tanks, nightly breathing treatments, unable to socialize because of anxiety of "them knowing" not to mention the embarrassment of lugging around an oxygen tank, constantly checking it's levels, constant sore throat, constant chest pain, chronic cough and wheezing fits, the list goes on.
Just don't do it. And if you do, quit.
The first week SUCKS SO BAD you'll hate everyone and everything and you'll cry for the stupidest reasons (I cried because I dropped my toothbrush in the sink, and had a rage tantrum because someone rang my doorbell) but it gets better. Trust me, it gets better, it gets easier, and YOU CAN DO IT. You'll have a sense of taste and smell again, and cigarette stink will make your stomach turn. You don't have to gain weight, you don't have any excuse.
Seriously yall, quit smoking.