:ROFLOL: :ROFLOL: :ROFLOL: :ROFLOL: :ROFLOL:
You're the best Amy. You really are.
I used to keep Kat informed all the time with everyone... and in my email I came across an email I sent her. It was from like early Decemember...
Allie and I had a conversation... pretty low-key convo then, and I was telling Kat how I was so confused because at the end of the conversation I just said "goodnight" when she said goodnight... then there was like a pause on the phone and she was like "I love you..."
So i said it back.
4 months after breakup... SHE saying it to me... to end the phone call, like we were still saying it.
A week later she refused to even talk to me at all... until January when it got to its worst.
Honestly, me telling you all the ways she completely made me utterly miserable during these past 8 months would be the length of the bible. She did stuff like that ALLLLLLLL the time to me... ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLL THE TIME...
As I've said before... that's why I vanished from this site for like 3 months... I was so beyond messed up in the head... and I didn't deserve that stuff.
My mom asked me to spend the night at home a few weekends ago cuz it made sense... I said I'd come home, but wouldn't stayover... too many memories in my bedroom... and when my mom told my dad that... my dad's EXACT phrase was... well the EXACT phrase you just used yourself.
It's true.
I realize it more and more everyday.
(Sorry we're still talking about this, been 8 months... this has just been a lot harder than I really thought it would be...)
With the exception that my Grandpa in law fell a few days ago, his hand is swollen and he needs to go to the hospital and get it checked, but no one in WHF's family seems to want to make him...
Sorry Nibbs, I hope he gets to feeling better soon.
