I am right there with you MrP. The group on this board is taking this far better than other boards that I have visited. Having watched my grandfather die from smoking, and having taken care of patients dying of any number of smoke related illnesses, you can bet I hate smoking.
All I have to do is visit the pediatric ward in any hospital and watch those kids with Cystic Fibrosis or premmies who have suffered due to respiratory distress syndrome who have machines breathing for them from the time they are born, until they finally die...too early, try to breathe, who will never know what it is to have healthy lungs, and think how arrogant of the smokers are to take the healthy lungs that God choose to give them and ruin them with smoke. So before you even think of lighting up, think of someone else...the spouse, kids, parents, friends and strangers who are paying in more ways than one for your habit, for those who, due to no fault of their own, don't have healthy lungs and would love to...just to live a normal life...for those you will leave behind when you die that untimely death.
Just think about it...is it really worth it?