I've been trying to write this for days but this is a little personal and I keep crying and deleting half of what I write, even when I try to use humor.
I'm a DAS user who only uses it for long lines. I'm physically disabled and my illness causes severe nerve pain when touched. Most of the lines are designed really well and I don't have to worry until a cast member asks for the space to get filled in. Then I have to deal with someone's dad using my wheelchair as a push up machine, thinking I won't notice. I do notice and the pain is akin to dousing me in gasoline and lighting me on fire.
This has happened every time I have not used DAS for longer waits. No exaggeration.
The rule is this for me; If the line is wide enough that my fiance can body block, we can do 80 min or less. If it's over that, we know there's going to be people around us needing to fidget and they'll use my chair first. It's happened every single time without fail so we know the limit to the normal human brain when presented with "ooh, shiny wheelchair".
I'm trying to minimize being hurt by people because if it's bad enough, that means calling the vacation over early and returning home for treatments so my illness doesn't spread to more limbs, intensifies, etc.
I am very aware I'm not the average DAS user. It's not about the length of wait. I can wait. It's the danger of people around me. I'm clearly not allowed to threaten people with my cane. I can't slap people away. I don't want to make CMs have a more difficult job and arguing that I need more space since I've been injured in the past seems selfish, especially since CMs are going to start a problem with me instead of someone else. It's not worth it.
I want to be safe and this gives me a lot of anxiety. I've been very lucky in the past and had transfusions to keep the pain and damage from worsening, but this just makes me on edge that without DAS I'll just stop being so lucky and that one time will happen and that'll be it. I'll be bedbound for life. It'll be over. I worked so hard to get this far so I could even sit in a wheelchair. I want to enjoy things safely.
I know Disney and life in general can't promise that but just work with me a little, right? I would have already got Genie+ if it meant that kind of safety but it doesn't.