I get it. We are all mortal and of course as age creeps up we all have regrets and fears of what is ahead in our futures that is genuinely unknown. I don't take it as a whine more as a realist of what we all will someday ponder or fear, becoming more dependent on others. Who would look forward to all that. Still your mind is strong and you seem to enjoy life besides the aches and pains. No different the than anyone else. You just tend to acknowledge it where others tend not too! Being a realist is nothing to apologize for.
Me, I enjoy adult 'juice' wine. I go for the lowest of octane. I'm small so my body can't take much. Others love beer weekends, the furthest thing from what I could ever enjoy. In Disney I do enjoy their Margaritas but something I've never created in my own home. Had two in Disney in September during our long trip, not so much in our very cold trip in December. Adult beverages well we all have very different tolerance. Mine tolerance level is very low...there is my reasoning for very low octane for 'adult' juice.