I found a new driving instructor! I did a couple of test lessons with different schools, and the one I did this morning was almost fun. I felt more relaxed than I have in a car in a long time. And he made a comment that was so nice....he said that he was there to help me and he WANTED me to succeed. That's what I felt was missing from my other instructor. He was always making me feel stupid, like I should already be driving like a pro. Which, if I KNEW how to drive here, I wouldn't need an instructor. I wouldn't shell out 1500 bucks just for the fun of it. He made me feel bad for what I didn't know yet. The guy today was so relaxed, gave me some tips, and actually corrected some things my old instructor had told me that weren't really correct. My old instructor kept making me move my seat forward and telling me I was still too far away..my knees were touching the console. I couldn't GET any closer and I couldn't move my feet easily to reach the pedals. My left foot would drag every time I went for the clutch, and it pulled the rug up so it got in the way of the clutch. I tried to tell him I wasn't comfortable and my knees were jammed in there, but he kept insisting I was too far away because I was so tense that every time I pushed the clutch in, I straightened my leg automatically, and he said it needed to be bent almost at a 90 degree angle. It was so uncomfortable. So the guy today said no, your knee needs to be comfortably bent, not too much, and it was so much more comfortable.
My husband said yesterday that he felt so bad because he didn't realize how horrible it was for me, and had he known, we would have been gone from that other school long ago. I came home every time with jelly legs, got an upset stomach and couldn't sleep the night before a lesson. I really hated getting behind the wheel and it was a huge source of anxiety for me. He hadn't realized it was that bad. We had asked early on if I could switch instructors and they said it wasn't possible because every instructor had a full roster of students. We should have just gone to a different school then, but I thought that all the schools were in the same situation....we had just come out of the first lockdown back in June last year, and after 4 months of no driving schools, they were all backed up with students who had been set to take their exams and then couldn't, because of corona. So I figured it was better to stick with what I had than wait for an opening in another school. I should have waited.
This guy said he can't say how many lessons I'll need, but I have a few things to correct, but if I can do a few lessons per week, he thinks he can request a new test date already in a few weeks, so I'm close.