Darn them!!! Did you go back and read my story lesson to you?
Me too! I never let it get below 1/4 tank. And here in Jersey, there's no excuse if the weather's bad or anything....they pump it for you, it's illegal to pump your own gas.
*hands you a Bucky Beaver Badge*
STUPID STUPID STUPID... I need to relax on the relationship stuff...
It's not just online, that was merely an example. I'm just saying keep an open mind to different avenues/situations. The good thing for you about the internet could be that it's easier for you to break the initial ice than it is for you face-to-face.Yesssssssss Mom...
*hangs head in shame smiley*
I admit, you can meet some very incredible people online... I mean... I found you guys right?
I still don't think eharmony or match.com is for me. I mean, I know I can talk to girls, I usually just end up in my head start thinking like "this girl is cool, but honestly, can I see myself introducing her to my parents? Going on vacation with her? Cuddling and watching movies with her? Not really" *walks away*
Yesssssssss Mom...
*hangs head in shame smiley*
I admit, you can meet some very incredible people online... I mean... I found you guys right?
I still don't think eharmony or match.com is for me. I mean, I know I can talk to girls, I usually just end up in my head start thinking like "this girl is cool, but honestly, can I see myself introducing her to my parents? Going on vacation with her? Cuddling and watching movies with her? Not really" *walks away*
What she said.yeah. just chill with that stuff.... that part will come when its time
You're still soooo young
yeah. just chill with that stuff.... that part will come when its time
What she said.
I think this is all good. Especially since you all were together for soooo long. It's good for you to take time to just re-figure out who Joe is and have fun before jumping into anything too quickly.
Honestly, I know I still talk a big game on meeting girls. But I honestly really have calmed it down quite a bit.
I mean I still try and talk to girls when I go out... but MAINLY because I'm just trying to learn, and get comfortable with myself and meeting new people. In the beginning of all this I just wanted to find a replacement gf.
I really have become very content with my life and being single. I mean I've really stopped with the "being in a relationship versus being single" stuff to be honest.
I always had a gf my entire life... I don't know... ya know that's NOT a bad thing. I'm just enjoying my life now, as it is, whether that's single or not... just enjoying getting out.
Honestly, last weekend I think more than anything was a prime example. I wasn't feeling it with the girls I was talking to. At first I was disappointed because I was like "I could have easily pulled either's number at the end of the night" but i was like "that's me going back to being worked up over girls and prospects..."
the reason I didn't... I wasn't feeling it... and my friends MADE me talk to the girls, I was pretty content just hanging out with the fellas.
But I'll always talk funny stories and screw-ups when it comes to girls because it's a whole new world for me and I think it's funny and fun.
what she said.
tee hee hee I'm a WEIRD BEARD! )You are just being a young 24 yr old kid. You are trying to find out who you are. Let it come naturally. It will happed one day.:kiss::kiss:Well Joe is awesome. We all know THAT.
I agree though. I know I'm like close to being back to 100% myself... but a lot of times I am crazy with my antics (I prove this often on here) but sometimes I'll literally step back and be like "okay, I know I'm weird... but I'm being insanely weird, what the heck am I even talking about anymore?"
Kinda like I'm going OVER THE TOP to try and get back to my old self. Like I'm over doing it...
And I just know, I've done a lot of significant growth, really become a lot more mature (shut up I know I'm immature), but deep down, I've really become very mature, very deep/spiritual, become very aware of myself, become VERY appreciative for everything in my life... really found a way to flip every situation around into a positive, how to make the most of everything happening... how to stay optimistic...
But I haven't really... not sure the perfect way to word this; but haven't let all this self-improvement and personal growth fully bloom into who I am quite yet. I have my moments, a lot of time spent in reflection and feel very positive... and then look at who I am when I'm just being me and know... I'm just a fun, happy-go-lucky kid who is just trying to always make life interesting, entertaining, and fun... but I also know... I still do some immature things, still act somewhat out of sorts... still have some molding of myself to do and go through with before I really want to settle back down into a relationship.
Right now I feel like i have a lot of tools to really make some girl extremely happy and thankful to have me... but that time is not right now.
Naturally I will grow more and more into the things I've learned deep down, and naturally someone will come into my life who I will really being able to be myself, my new self with...
(did ANY of this make sense? I just rambled for like 10 minutes...
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hola!
(I love that I come in when Joe leaves...you couldn't time this any better.