Me too. Some of the comments here have made me feel like crap. Trust me, I'd give anything for my child not to be autistic. It's an everyday struggle raising him. There's speech and behavior therapy every week, visits with the child psychologist multiple times a month, the medical bills that my insurance doesn't cover. Sometimes I hear stories from other parents about how their child hit a certain milestone and it brings me to tears knowing my son will probably never do the same. I often think about what will happen to him if he is never able to take care of himself and I pass away. Who will take care of him as he gets older?
I remember the first time we took him to Disney World. He is not a very social child but for some reason WDW really brought him out of his shell. The joy he experienced was incredible. And while we kept him away from loud parades and fireworks, he absolutely had a blast on the rides. We didn't use a GAC then and most of the time the long waits in crowded lines caused him to start screaming and hand waving. When that happened we would leave the queue out of respect for the others in line. It was rough and we didn't do that many rides because of emotional breakdowns he had but it was still a great experience.
Knowing the disdain some folks feel towards people with disabilities that use a GAC is making me hesitant to use one again.