It is not discouting you, it is probably more due to what the CP has become. Even the "professional Internships" have changed. It is a term that only belittled the regular CP experience and what it sometimes could be, as well as the fact that anything somone gets paid for is "professional."
You should not discount your dream and your passion. Still work for it, even if it is only with Disney. But the military was a great suggestion and could help you get still to your ultimate goal.(not saying that is the only way, but don't be so quick to discredit it just because it did not seem obvious.) There are tons of work in the military with animals, there are so many AZA Zoos and Aquariums that need great people. Don't let this roadblock be something that stops you from your goal, prove that it is something that will not stop you. Saying you lost everything and believing it would be an admission that you gave up. We are in a difficult time globally, but don't surrender. I would love to be an Imagineer. As a kid I thought that would be an honor and a privlage and the only thing I wanted. I have since had roles with Zoos designing their Haunted Houses as well as other Haunted Attractions at venues where I get to utilize my passion. I love themed entertainment storytelling. If I were to only go with Disney and wait on them all the time, I would be setting myself up for dissapointment along the way and discrediting myself many pleasures as well as opportunities.