Im just going to highlight your own quote. Nothing we do in life is risk free, however I’m sure you can tell by now that it is becoming more and more evident that not being vaccinated is more dangerous then getting vaccinated. Stop thinking that there is a risk free option, start thinking of risk aversion. You clearly know this subconsciously otherwise you wouldn’t have typed what you typed.to stop being stupid and just go get my shot.
You sound like your stuck overthinking it. Consider asking a friend to come along with you and just get it done, preferably today. You’ll feel so much better once you make a decision (either way) and get off the fence. Do you really think adverse events are being suppressed? Have you seen any media in this country the news blows up anytime one is announced. You can also take comfort in knowing that if nothing happens to you 2 months after your last shot it is nearly impossible anything will because of how the vaccine works.