When I was younger I questioned that alot, I was like why do you keep throwing things at me, there are only so many obstacles I can jump over, but as I've gotten older I've realized the reason behind it is to make me a stronger person. And as far as making you cry that was never my intention, I promise, I just wanted you to know that I notice all you do for your children and everyone around you...
And I just re-read the last part and wanted to say that I think there will be a day when they figure out what is behind autism what causes it, what we can do to prevent it, or even cure it I hope and I hope you do to being the parent of an autistic child are still around when God finally grants us that day.