Happy belated birthday! I know this isn't old, but it's a new decade... I entered my 30s last month. Finally had my golden birthday... it wasn't as exciting as child-aged PUSH thought it would be.
I know that looking back it seems pretty young, but, for me, it didn't at the time. In fact, I think I once told the story about how I never thought I would live to get to 30. Seems kind of silly now, but at the time it was real. You have a long way to go before you legitimately can claim to be old. That exact moment will be when you read in a discussion forum and someone that you remember posting while they were still in High School tells you they just turned 30.
Being a person that never thought he would make it to 30 all I can do now is wonder both how and why. I did a lot of foolish things in my youth. Hell, not just my youth but pretty deep into adulting. (If there is such a word) I think a lot about people who were much more productive in life. People that accomplish incredible things in their life span and never made it to my current age. Now in retirement, alone most of the time I have to wonder why did I? What purpose?
I am just asking myself those questions. I still am doing everything I can to become the world's oldest person. I'm thinking that 120 years old will be a point when I will no longer have that desire. But in the meantime I have to keep asking why am I still consuming oxygen while those that contributed so much to the world died so much younger than me.
Sorry, I don't mean to be all that melodramatic, but
@PUSH you have already accomplished more than myself by working to help young children get to enjoy learning and because of that you are strongly contributing to their later success in life. I congratulate you on doing so much to encourage that and I know that you will accomplish a lot more than I ever dreamed of doing myself. Keep believing in yourself and understand that it takes a lot of effort to be that dedicated. I admire that!
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@PUSH really applies to all dedicated and determined teachers that haven't given up yet.

At times it must seem like nobody cares anymore, but that would be wrong. I believe it will change soon, but in the meantime hang in there, a whole lot of us have your back.