Geez. I understand why you don't want to go back.We went in January 2017, and will never go back. It was DDs happy place and I looked forward to our annual pilgrimage to the Big Mouse Farm. It was a mother -daughter trip. I was talking to DH on the phone one morning, telling him what our plans were for the day, while DD got up and started her day. I excused myself while I checked on her, and she had gone into cardiac arrest. She was gone. I opened the door at Pop and hollered for 911, went back to her and started cpr. I did cpr for about 3 minutes and I know the paramedics did cpr on her for at least 4 minutes. Her eyes were open, her mouth was open but she was gone. It was worse than you can ever imagine. They were about to use the defibrillator, we all stood clear, but her heart started to beat before they used the paddles. She was conscious by the time she got on the gurney, and was Chatty Cathy by the time she got in the ambulance. At Celebration Hospital they were rejoicing, calling it a miracle. They expected her to be intubated, on life support, but because I had started the cpr right away there was no physical or cognitive impairment. She ended up at Florida Hospital. I was trying to manage but boy! it was so hard. DH had to get his passport before he could fly down to be with us. I could write a book. Anyway to make a long story short, DD was in Florida Hospital Orlando , for 17 days. It was a nightmare beyond description. Everytime I closed my eyes I would see cardboard caskets being loaded on airplanes. The night terrors have stopped, but everyday I think about it and cry. I miss WDW something terrible. DD misses it so much but I don't think she can comprehend that we will never go back. Even if the insurance company gave us the all clear, I know DH would be scared to death if we ever went. And it breaks my heart to even think about WDW. I've found for me, to just put it out of my mind. I don't look at pictures of WDW or even talk about it. Some friends wanted to talk about it last weekend, but I felt myself getting upset and changed the topic. Although the management at WDW was top notch, it was a very trying trip, and still makes me emotional.
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