Ok, I'm completely torn right now. I have a decision to make and I have to make it soon! I need help. Ok, let's start from the beginning. In July 2001, I went to Walt Disney World for the first time ever. I had the greatest time of my life. It awoke a dormant love of Disney that had been gone for quite some time. And since then, I've longed to return. This year, my uncle who lives about 5 minutes from Disneyland got married. The wedding was held last month, the entire family went... except for me. I'm in college and could not go. Seeing how cruel it was for the whole family to be enjoying Disneyland without me, they're allowing me to make the trip on my own to Disneyland this December for Christmas Break. Great news, right? Of course! I couldn't be more thrilled. I've been anxiously waiting for the day to come. But in recent weeks, doubts have been appearing. You see, I've been holding onto a hope that I could make a return to Walt Disney World next summer. I've been attempting to save money for it. Originally, I was thrilled to be going to Disneyland and getting a chance to return to WDW in the summer. But now, I'm having doubts about whether or not I can do both. My Disneyland trip is pretty much guaranteed, all I have to do is purchase it (I'll be staying with my uncle so I won't be paying to stay at the resort). The WDW trip is uncertain though, a lot of questions loom over it. And now, I've entertaining thoughts about possibly giving up my Disneyland trip and using that money to further my chances of going to WDW. And it's this dilemma that's tearing me apart! Do I dare give up this certain Disneyland trip to further my cause for WDW? But I'm afraid if I give up Disneyland, I might be making a huge mistake. Forfeiting Disneyland doesn't automatically give me an absolute guarantee that I'd being going to WDW. Money isn't the only issue with the WDW trip, I graduate next spring, so several questions remain about my future. Right now, what I'll be doing next summer is an uncertainty. And that could harm my chances for the WDW trip, with or without the Disneyland money. Thus, if I give up Disneyland, I take the risk of not getting to go to any Disney resort at all. But keeping the Disneyland trip will lessen my chances of returning to WDW, the place I REALLY want to go to. But there's still the chance that, with luck, I could do both. What do I do? 