Well, after a week and a half, I decided to sign back in to let everyone know I’m okay.
I don’t want to get too into it, as it isn’t really on topic, but I should probably explain myself a bit.
I suffer from depression and heavy insecurities about myself. I have difficulties socializing due to comments on my height and physique growing up. Because of that, all I really have are my family, the Disney Parks, and Nintendo (great things to have, but there’s a lot outside I need to interact with).
I’ve had bad thoughts for around 10 years. Most prominent were in 2011, 2016, 2017, 2019, and 2020. I just wanted to make it clear that my feeling of hopelessness is not because of a ride. It confuses me why the same people who offered me support during my breakdowns in Nov 2019 and Mar 2020 were trivializing my mental state to the result of a ride retheme? They don’t owe it to me to remember, and I realize I wasn’t acting rationally, but the other words I was called or compared to weren’t exactly called for.
Splash Mountain meant a lot to me. It single handledly reinvigorated my love for the company back in 2012. It was a symbol of hope for me. The music inspired me. As stupid as it sounds, as a person with no close personal friends, Brer Rabbit and the gang kind of helped fill the void. Ridiculous, I know

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I know I have a lot to work on as a person. I need to deal with my insecurities. They are making it hard to do anything and they are the main things I fall back on as reasoning for my bad thoughts.
But, I will continue to love the Disney I grew up with, and I will continue to whistle “How Do You Do” to get me through my dark times. Any idiot who wants to label me or anyone else who loves something so good natured in heart can take a hike and go find their Laughing Place.
Brer Oswald is back in his home now, and he’s sure gonna stay. (My home being here, where the name was born. Not going back to Twitter.)