Dude, idk who you are but being the OP I'm asking you on behalf of myself (and a bunch of other people) to please leave this thread. All you have done is rant about stuff that is completely irrelevant to the question asked/topic of this thread. And like what @MisterPenguin said, if you are on some form medication, make sure your taking the right dosage. If you are not on any medication, I highly recommended that you seek professional help.