Yesterday I'm sitting in church. My family is pretty good about attending church regularly, and just about each week I give about $40 in offering. But, yesterday, after I wrote the check for $40, I thought "Tomorrow I am planning to make a $1,250 payment towards my Disney trip. Should I really only be giving only $40 to God and $1,250 to Disney?" I couldn't get past this feeling that I shouldn't be prioritizing Disney over God. I tried to talk myself out of it by saying "No, you already booked this trip and the money needs to go towards that," or "That's just so much money!" And I sat there going back and forth for about 10 minutes before I finally reached over and ripped up the $40 check and started to write a check for $650, which would be my monthly tithe taking into consideration my tax return.
Later during the service, the minister was saying the prayers and said a prayer for someone to have it in their heart to give an offering to provide for the food for the meetings that would take place to support a massive building project our church is about to undertake. As I heard that I nudged my DH to show that clearly God was putting it on my heart, and I wrote in the memo of the check that I wanted the money to go for the food.
For a long time, I have considered Disney my "happy place." And, it is still a place that brings me and my family great joy. But, I have honestly not felt as genuinely happy and smiley as I did all day yesterday after giving that money to God in a very long time. At first I was worried about how I would make it up for the trip, but after I put it in the offering plate, I had this feeling of complete trust that God would provide the $650 back. And then out of nowhere this verse popped in my head:
Bring the whole tithe into the storehouse, that there may be food in my house. Test me in this,” says the Lord Almighty, “and see if I will not throw open the floodgates of heaven and pour out so much blessing that there will not be room enough to store it.
It's just crazy, because as I read that verse I thought: I tithed so that enough food would be provided for the church -- this is exactly what this verse is saying! And, now I KNOW that God will bless me in ways I couldn't even imagine
I'm still a Disney lover, but I'm a God lover first. And I have no doubt that God will bless me and my family with enough to make this trip happen and more
Just my faith story, and I'd love to report back with how it all turns out
Later during the service, the minister was saying the prayers and said a prayer for someone to have it in their heart to give an offering to provide for the food for the meetings that would take place to support a massive building project our church is about to undertake. As I heard that I nudged my DH to show that clearly God was putting it on my heart, and I wrote in the memo of the check that I wanted the money to go for the food.
For a long time, I have considered Disney my "happy place." And, it is still a place that brings me and my family great joy. But, I have honestly not felt as genuinely happy and smiley as I did all day yesterday after giving that money to God in a very long time. At first I was worried about how I would make it up for the trip, but after I put it in the offering plate, I had this feeling of complete trust that God would provide the $650 back. And then out of nowhere this verse popped in my head:
Bring the whole tithe into the storehouse, that there may be food in my house. Test me in this,” says the Lord Almighty, “and see if I will not throw open the floodgates of heaven and pour out so much blessing that there will not be room enough to store it.
It's just crazy, because as I read that verse I thought: I tithed so that enough food would be provided for the church -- this is exactly what this verse is saying! And, now I KNOW that God will bless me in ways I couldn't even imagine

I'm still a Disney lover, but I'm a God lover first. And I have no doubt that God will bless me and my family with enough to make this trip happen and more

Just my faith story, and I'd love to report back with how it all turns out
