Remember my Disney Dilemma last week? I said I decided to keep the DL trip, realizing that it was crazy to give up something I was looking so forward to. Well, this weekend, I contacted my uncle to plan the dates for the trip. Today, I found out that my DL trip is dead. It turns out, my uncle and his new wife will be going on their honeymoon during the entire Christmas break, which was when I was planning to go. They had originally planned on taking their honeymoon right after the wedding in September, but then postponed it to December-January. I was planning to stay with them so the trip wouldn't cost that much. But now, they won't be there. So that means I can't go to DL. And since that is the only time I can go, my trip to Disneyland is dead. 
I just feel really disappointed by this. I've been looking forward to this trip for well over a year. I saw it as light at the end of the tunnel of my college work. Whenever I was overwhelmed by school, I kept saying in only a few more months, I'd be at Disneyland. And now, that's not true. I mean, just this morning, I looked at my calendar and said "Only 2 more months till Disneyland" and this afternoon, I found out I'm not going. This is actually the second time I've been denied Disneyland this year. The first, being when I couldn't go with the family last month. I'm not upset that they decided to take their honeymoon in December... I just wished they had told me sooner. Funny how I believe this trip was a sure thing. I'm just so disappointed right now. It hurts.
I can only hope that I'll be able to make it to WDW next year... but I won't make the mistake of having my hopes up too high again.
I just feel really disappointed by this. I've been looking forward to this trip for well over a year. I saw it as light at the end of the tunnel of my college work. Whenever I was overwhelmed by school, I kept saying in only a few more months, I'd be at Disneyland. And now, that's not true. I mean, just this morning, I looked at my calendar and said "Only 2 more months till Disneyland" and this afternoon, I found out I'm not going. This is actually the second time I've been denied Disneyland this year. The first, being when I couldn't go with the family last month. I'm not upset that they decided to take their honeymoon in December... I just wished they had told me sooner. Funny how I believe this trip was a sure thing. I'm just so disappointed right now. It hurts.
I can only hope that I'll be able to make it to WDW next year... but I won't make the mistake of having my hopes up too high again.
