rt06
Well-Known Member
After a rather impetuous Disney vacation last year (booked mere weeks out), I couldn't bring myself to seal the deal this year, despite a good 7 months of planning. I kept the kids (not mine) in the dark because I didn't want to influence a college freshman's anticipated summer job hunt, so no hearts broken.
As some may have experienced themselves, during the course of the whole planning process I would often get those "what the hell am I doing?" moments. It just so happens that for the last month or so, that thought has stuck in my head, all the way up to the 45 day deadline. I hadn't glanced at the itinerary in weeks. I hadn't commented on this board in weeks. I totally forgot when my FP window opened up, and when I did, I hastily slapped together 3 (out of 10) fun filled days. That whole experience may have further led to my indifference because I had no desire to fill the remaining FP slots. It was just like, "Dude, I am done with this." So I woke up this morning, logged onto MDE, looked at my remaining balance, right index finger waiting to click "make a payment," left thumb waiting to send call to 407-934-7639.
You can figure out what happened next. When the CM asked if I had any ADRs to cancel, I hesitated for a moment. "No," I said, "I'm still holding out hope..." She didn't wish me a magical day.
I'm not here seeking any justification for my anxieties. Just had to get it off my chest.
Maybe next week. Maybe never.
As some may have experienced themselves, during the course of the whole planning process I would often get those "what the hell am I doing?" moments. It just so happens that for the last month or so, that thought has stuck in my head, all the way up to the 45 day deadline. I hadn't glanced at the itinerary in weeks. I hadn't commented on this board in weeks. I totally forgot when my FP window opened up, and when I did, I hastily slapped together 3 (out of 10) fun filled days. That whole experience may have further led to my indifference because I had no desire to fill the remaining FP slots. It was just like, "Dude, I am done with this." So I woke up this morning, logged onto MDE, looked at my remaining balance, right index finger waiting to click "make a payment," left thumb waiting to send call to 407-934-7639.
You can figure out what happened next. When the CM asked if I had any ADRs to cancel, I hesitated for a moment. "No," I said, "I'm still holding out hope..." She didn't wish me a magical day.
I'm not here seeking any justification for my anxieties. Just had to get it off my chest.
Maybe next week. Maybe never.
