Aiden, I don’t know what kind of person you are off these boards and I’ve defended you against personal attacks, but your behavior here is uniformly poor. You post nasty attacks and ad hominems and when enough posters call you on it you offer a disingenuous non-apology that tries to position yourself as the victim before immediately resuming the same behavior. You’ve done this repeatedly. You rarely engage meaningfully with debates and discussions and your posts are almost all knee-jerk, thoughtless boosterism.
From the way you clog threads with predictable nastiness I’m tempted to depict you as a mirror image of Raleigh, but Raleigh can sometimes make thoughtful points and never claims his behavior is anything other then what it is. It’s more accurate to say your importing some of the worst habits found on Twitter and other social media outlets to these boards.
I hear what you're trying to say, even if I don't fully agree with the way you're framing it.
I'm not going to pretend that I've handled everything perfectly and that I haven't resorted to making some oneliner "gotchas" instead of making a true point. I've definitely gotten sharper over the last few months but I've been dealing with a lot of outside things right now (not an excuse, more explains what is going on) but I really am trying to rein it in a little bit.
What I won't do is pretend this shift happened in a vacuum. A lot of what you're describing as kneejerk or nasty is, from how I see it, just reflecting the tone already used on me. It's in no way ideal but I think it's just how things have escalated online.
That said, I don't think it's accurate to say I never engage meaningfully. I try to make actual points and reviews. I do armchair imagineering every so often and participate in those games because they are something I enjoy. And in threads on the forums/news side where I try to say something, I'm dismissed because I have been reduced to a label already which is just hard to come back from. After a while, it wears on you when you're not taken seriously and you're just called a shill or a kid or whatever. It's probably contributed to me leaning into the shorter and more blunt replies than I should.
I'll take the comparison to SirWalter on the chin I guess because we do often kinda go at it but I do think I try to make more of a point to actually discuss than he does. Like I said, I'm working on that and I can be called out when I fail to meet the standard and I will back down because sometimes I just genuinely don't realize that my sarcasm was taken for hostility. I have a very dry sense of humor and I don't think it comes across right without hearing the tone that I say it in my head.
So while I do want to improve my overall posting and still WILL be, it's an ongoing process that I still fail at sometimes but I won't pretend this is some one-sided thing or that every post I make is empty noise but I truly don't think it is either.
If the goal is a better discussion, I'm fully on board with that and I am striving to get a better handle on how I express what I'm trying to say. Not trying to dismiss it off but I am trying to be sincere in how I feel personally :/